[Khukhoi e'Oiasar] Seven Thoughts Love Whispers at 5:40 AM

Melon

You can't stop thinking. Regardless of what kind of thought, there seems to be always something stuck on your mind, multiplying, terrorizing, invading, blaming. You can't sleep, you wish to stop thinking. You can't never feel at ease, you wish for your mind to stop screaming. You can't look at something beautiful for long before it seemingly become a sickly mess of colors, you wish for the headache and the heavy pain behind your eyes to end. With your wishes peeling your longing for life, you thought having your breathes and heart beats taken away is the only path to a goodnight, frighteningly but lovingly a goodnight never end. At the fateful moment of you trying to free yourself by overdosing on sugar from eating ice creams, a mysterious person appeared from "BEHIND YOU!" and offer you another path, a better path, to make you brain dead, to still be but without thoughts! And so you follow the person on great adventures to discover and marvel at the most autistic and retarded contents on the God forsaken  plane of Internet, to free yourself from the terror of being able to think and worrying of holding a normal conversation ever again. But what is the true goal of the person? Who are they? Why did they help you? Doesn't matter, you can't think for shit anymore. Goodnight.